Once...way too long ago to remember exactly....there was a girl who was naive, and innocent and thought that husbands loved their wives and children loved and honored their mothers and everyone lived happily ever after. That was until that young sweet momma woke up. She awoke to hatred and bitterness and a daughter that grew to hate her mother. She awoke to a stark, bleak winter. Yet, she kept on the path, and held her head up and continued. And she still continues.

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To go thru a divorce, when you are young with many young ones and no schooling or career was terrifying. So, I went to school...obtained my license as a Registered Nurse and kept breathing. I kept fighting and didnt stop. I never stopped. And yet God was there. He loved and loves me even though church-people didnt/dont. All those judgemental people pointing fingers and staring at me like I had ten heads. Like I was Lucifer himself. And my ex-husband and his wife led the pack of hatred towards me, but I keep on. I kept on. All the while the ex-husb sits in his church and taps away on his computer...never listening. Starving at a buffet for Gods sake. And the daughter...she continues her campaign of hate. To the one who gave up her young life, birthed her at a very tender age (16) and stopped living my dreams to fulfill that little daughters.

I guess my point is, dont stop. Dont give in. Stay on course. Keep looking up. And one day...maybe it will all make sense. After all..."justive delayed, is not justice denied".

Sigh. AMEN.